nnnnervous

Yeah I don't really know what it is with me and oral examination, but I have to take one tomorrow and I'm already a nervous wreck right now and there's nothing I can do about it. But a certain someone lately told me I should find a special song for that day and listen to it before doing the examination. Soooooo which song should I pick?

Are you hungry?

Thanks Markus for showing me this delicious (?!) little video.

Richie Jackson

this sunday i proudly present the amazing, the adorable, the what-ever-in-hell-skateboarder RICHIE JACKSON.
this is his part of the transworld "and now"-video.
just check it out and try to keep your mouth shut.



Richie Jackson And Now

Road to ruin

So my day started like this today: "Fuck it I'm not gonna save my birthday money at all. I go shopping." So I did. And by the end of the day I went from rich to quite bankrupt.. whatever. My hunger for new stuff is finally satisfied.










And if you don't think that this is one amazing song.. you prolly don't know shit about music.
Tschüß.

that´s life

in the last few days i had to learn a lot about life.
i am not very good in dealing with conflicts, but seriously is there someone who really is good in that?
i´m asking myself lots of questions these days.
when someone hurts you, some familymember or a friend, sometimes you can´t do anyhing about it. especially when that hurting person doesn´t care.
but what to do then? being indifferent as well? i´m really not that kind of person who can say "thank you for that and now go away!" but this would be better for me.
where is the problem for some people just to say "sorry" from time to time?
it is easier to run away...time is healing everything, they say.

i hope people learn eventually how to deal with others and how to react to emotional hurts (made to others or experienced by themself).

i can´t say that i am perfect in dealing with others, but i´m trying to do my best everyday.

for encouragement and assistance i seriously need a strong man by my side (some male friends of mine might laugh now, because they knew that from the start).
and a constrictor snake would be a great help as well.

oh and please be patient and careful when your going out into the shopping street, people might look like that in these days:

Dear neighbors

Really, there's no need to hit your ceiling with a broom just because we listen to our music a little too loud. I mean I know these apartments do have paper-walls. But hey.. just take it as a gift from one neighbor to another: we offer you some good music taste and all you have to do is: enjoy it!

Seriously you make feel like 14 and living with my parents again

December 1st

So it's that one day a year we all think about Aids and its victims. Apparently the only day we do. Because I don't see HIV or Aids campaign ads around the rest of the year. Seems to me we only have a problem with a certain disease on December 1st. Or is it because instead of red ribbons we started buying pink ribbons? Is that the reason we began to forget about it? Because we can only focus on one big problem?

Or... we just got used to it.
I guess that's what happens when you live in an over-privileged rich land with health care. If you don't see the problem in front of your eyes it's just not there right?
But people, it's there 24/7, 365 days a year. Think.